Saturday, April 25, 2009

Mama Birdie, Baby Birdies

This is something I made up when my two sons were two and three. I had just separated from my husband and two years later filed for divorce. It was a hard time and I wanted to try to make my sons as comfortable with my decision as possible. I didn't tell them I was filing for divorce from their Daddy, I was getting them ready for what was about to become the single most devastating thing to happen in our lives.

When I dropped them off at daycare before going to work, I would tell them that the Mama Birdie loves her Baby birdies. That the Mama Birdie would always return to the nest to feed, comfort, and hold her babies no matter what.

This carried into their lives as men. My oldest being thirty-one and a half will use it when it serves him. Like getting pizza for him if I am on the road doing errands and he is tired from work. My youngest being thirty, unfortunately has not spoken to me due to a misunderstanding between us. I miss him with all my heart. The baby birdie that I feel got left behind and there is nothing I can do, but wait.

My oldest son is having his own baby birdie this August, I can hardly wait. I have gone through the empty-nest syndrome already. It hurt the first time, second time, and now the third time is not any easier but I am getting over it sooner than I thought. My oldest moved in and out and in and out, and in again. For the past 2 weeks he has been moving out.

Mama Birdie is going to school, writing another manuscript, rewriting her first manuscript, taking care of an elderly mother and trying to keep her sanity all at the same time. I think I am getting pretty good at this.

Mama Birdie will be turning into Grandma Birdie soon and I can hardly wait! My granddaughter will learn about the Mama Birdie, but from a new angle.....

30 comments:

Judy (from writer's group) said...

You've come a long way and accomplished a lot Cindy - I'm sure you will be a very positive force in your grandbaby (birdie's) life :o) Just keep moving forward and know in your heart you are doing the best you can! Judy

carol said...

Wonderful blog, Mama Birdie. That little birdie that flew the coop will find his way back --- I believe that. He knows Mama is always there.
And blessings for the new baby grand-birdie...keeping that nest full!

trinitybeacon said...

Cindy,
great blog, I hope your son comes back. It may take a while, but they always come back.

Keep up the good work.

allen

conarnold said...

When you are a loving Mama Birdie, as you are, it makes a huge difference in the lives of your children. You may not always see it, but that special love influences them in many ways. It's certainly an exciting time for you with your transition to Grandma Birdie!

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